LOVE, IT MAKES ME WANT TO FUCKING SCREEEAM, I DON'T SEE WHY WE
HAVE IT TO BE QUITE HONEST, IT'S SO STUPID, THE HUMAN HEART CAN'T BE POSSIBLE OF
SUCH POOR& MISERY
It is so annoying, who 'happy couples' that think their love is perfect and so good because they say i love you a lot and they have thousands of pictures of them together on facebook and the background on their phones are each other.
And they always have to say something sweet instead of a real conversation with each other.
And MATCHING TOPS, oh vomit.
They are disgusting, what do those tops prove? I hate it.
*Note from Anger Central
Got dumped for the Holidays did you?
I'M SO DAMN FRUSTRATED. I feel desperate that I want a boyfriend, then I feel disgusted at myself for being so desperate. Then I feel even more disgusted at the fact that I want a relationship and that I shouldn't need a man to make me happy or whatever. But the truth is that I think I do, in a way. God I just want someone to cuddle. Also, I WANT SEX. Never had it before and there is no way for me to just go out and have sex with a man. Seriously, MAYBE I AM JUST LONELY. Fuck, I feel like my whole life is a massive piece of shit. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I am angry because the man I am in love with and am meant to be with lives 13463 km away across an ocean. I am angry because we are both young and stupid and broke and can't move in one direction or the other. I am angry because we both know that we will never find another person in our lives that will make us as happy. I feel that my one chance at happiness is ruined by distance and poor prioritization. I wish I'd never met him so I wouldn't know what it felt like to understand a person down to their soul and be understood in the same way. To feel the perfect bliss of loving and being loved by someone who loves every part of you, even the parts that are so bad you don't show them to anyone else. My breath caught in my throat the first time I saw him, and I have never lost that feeling. I am angry most of all because I have to throw all of this away in the name of continuing on my career path and making some semblance of a future for myself. I am angry because I can never truly love anyone again knowing what pure and complete love felt like. I will never love anyone as much as him, and I can't force myself to stop loving him.
*Note from Anger Central
Keep plugging away. Remember, Mrs. Webmaster was 10.000 miles from the Angry Webmaster for 18 months until they were able to get her immigration status squared away. In fact Mrs. Webmaster is back in China right now visiting her sick mother and will be in Chine for 4 months. *sob*
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