Debt

bills

Ok i'm pissed because me and my husband just moved to Gulfport,MS. So far things aren't the way I actually expected them to be. I know of course when u first start out it's gonna be difficult. But he's in the navy and they were suppose to give him some back pay for being married and we had plans to do alot of things with that money. Like buy a car cause right now WE DON'T HAVE ONE! So he calls me and tells me that they won't be able to give it to him until Sep. 1 of this yr. We were tryin to get a car soon cause he's leaving to Guam for 6 months and I'll be out here by myself without a car. Plus we have other bills that needed to be paid and now we have to take back our computer and probably our couchs just to make the other bills. I'm so pissed off about this it's pathetic. And he's stressed about it so that amkes me stressed. Don't like to be stressed. CAN'T STAND IT! God. shoot. wish I could type a few cuss words but oh well

Bills 2

Credit card companies are raping me of my hard earned money, and won't give me a break. I cant afford to eat. I want to walk from my debt. It's not even my debt. It's my HUSBANDS. He seems not to care how bad it's gotten. So I'm angry with him too. How do you sleep with the enemy and look yourself in the mirror each morning. I guess I still gotta put on my makeup. Shit this world sucks!

Monthly Bills 3

Damn! Y cant I EVER be through? Y is it that you always wanted something from me...AGAIN!

Every time I turn around, there is SOMETHING ELSE for me to do to be sure I dont get in trouble with you! To be sure my electricity isnt turned off! To be sure my insurance isnt canceled. To be sure my cable stays on. To be sure you dont turn me over to some collection agency.

I AM SICK OF IT! ITS LIKE I CAN NEVER EXHALE, CAN NEVER REST, CAN NEVER BE THROUGH!

Shit I pay you and pay you and pay you but you're NEVER satified. You keep coming back. I give, you take. You always want to stay in constant contact with me by sending me letter or emails.

Dammit. I GET SICK OF YOU! WHEN CAN I JUST BE THROUGH???

So tiring to always have to be checking email, paying by debit, mailing in a money order, checking my mailbox.

FUCKING EXHAUSTING!

I feel better now.
Thank u anger central.